Time skip it's now 2023
Dear diary, It's been awhile hasn't it. Well, many things happed, experienced a lot since my last entry. I'm currently in my parent's home. I wanted to focus on graduating, that's why I stopped everything and went full throttle on finishing my thesis, including not writing any diary entries. Despite all that effort on my thesis, it didn't meet my expectations. I think these few years has forced me to experience all kinds of uncomfortable things, things I thought wouldn't happen to me, happened. My dad got sick, relationship of 6 years ended, taking 4 years (and still counting) for my masters (which should've taken only 2 years), watch people graduate and get stable jobs getting on with their lives while I'm stuck here... those kind of uncomfortable things. A lot of realities were broken. At the same time, although my mindset for these past few years were to not focus on the other things and pinhole vision on my thesis since that's all it ma
