I JUST WANT TO ROLL UP AND SLEEP
Dear diary,
I have been really busy lately, from the conference preparation that took forever, which I'm doing right after finals, to the KL trip which I am now preparing. Also helping with the Christmas party the family is holding, fixing the flat tire one day before finals, socializing, talking and hanging out...feels a bit burnt out.
Of course doesn't help that I am such as good procrastinator when stressed, period really didn't help either, was incapacitated for one whole day, and the rest of the day I would get strong sleepy spells and sleep at waking hours.
Also all those preperations take time too, from airbnb, actually I wasted a crap ton of time when mom wanted me to plan for cheap Thailand trip during Christmas period... I mean, that's not quite possible because well, it's Christmas and everything is just gonna be hella expensive yanoe, in the end we just settled for spending Christmas in Sarawak.
I think the main source of my burnt out is obviously the never ending conference preparation, I hope, that after the conference she will leave me alone for awhile. I just wanna lolligag and relax after the hectic crazy stressful three years, I thought, after the FYP I would be so free that there won't be a single stress in life but noooo, something big just have to pop out, but, you know, at least this will look really good in my CV, I hope people actually cares that I'm even publishing a paper.
At least I'm no longer addicted to Skyrim anymore, although I did play a bit just now, it was fun, I defeated Miraak, Dragonborn DLC is just so good.
It's been a while since I've used the run tracker, it used to be different, in one month I would at least use it 2 to 3 times but this semester I did not use it at all. Heheh...
I have been really busy lately, from the conference preparation that took forever, which I'm doing right after finals, to the KL trip which I am now preparing. Also helping with the Christmas party the family is holding, fixing the flat tire one day before finals, socializing, talking and hanging out...feels a bit burnt out.
Of course doesn't help that I am such as good procrastinator when stressed, period really didn't help either, was incapacitated for one whole day, and the rest of the day I would get strong sleepy spells and sleep at waking hours.
Also all those preperations take time too, from airbnb, actually I wasted a crap ton of time when mom wanted me to plan for cheap Thailand trip during Christmas period... I mean, that's not quite possible because well, it's Christmas and everything is just gonna be hella expensive yanoe, in the end we just settled for spending Christmas in Sarawak.
I think the main source of my burnt out is obviously the never ending conference preparation, I hope, that after the conference she will leave me alone for awhile. I just wanna lolligag and relax after the hectic crazy stressful three years, I thought, after the FYP I would be so free that there won't be a single stress in life but noooo, something big just have to pop out, but, you know, at least this will look really good in my CV, I hope people actually cares that I'm even publishing a paper.
At least I'm no longer addicted to Skyrim anymore, although I did play a bit just now, it was fun, I defeated Miraak, Dragonborn DLC is just so good.
It's been a while since I've used the run tracker, it used to be different, in one month I would at least use it 2 to 3 times but this semester I did not use it at all. Heheh...
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